Old Piano in May

D-r-u-g March 20, 2011

my mind is screaming. someting wrong is happening. i told myself never to do d, but i guess i did already. what is scary is i feel it kicking me. im liking it. i found a new d and it is you who is kicking me.

thoughst are running like wild fire. thinking about these things taht are affecting me right now. i feel a sudden and sharp pain in my stomach. i know that feeling. my mind knew what that meant. it means that my stomah is hysterically complaining. demanding me to feed him. the only difference right now is that, the pain is weakened. i am numb. right now i am imagining a coffee party. haha.